My Boyfriend For Today

Dearest Loveliest Diary;

I have a secret to tell. Shhheeehhh.. Just keep it between us okay? Hmm.. I was in Rome last week, and I found myself so helplessly in love! Yes, You heard it right! I'm in love. I'm in love with a statue. Haha..I got you!  I visited the vatican museum, and I saw a statue of a man, i forgot his name though. Here he is!

Isn't he so amiable? :) 

I met good girls in St Peter's Basilica and they invited me to celebrate Christmas with them. Now, I am torn whether I shall go to vienna with my first invitation or go with them. Can you help me decide? Please? 

I failed to meet Richard in Rome, for I don't want to bother him. But oh! I was mesmerized by a handsome street singer, and overly fascinated with a man who resembles Richard Armitage. Worst is, I couldn't behave anymore when I saw a man who resembles Jeremy Northam, I asked for a picture with him and I shall not share it to you!

To end my escapade, I met a vietnamese traveler with his dad, and now, I am chatting with him.  I gave him a petname, and it's Bestie. Are you jealous now? He is very  nice. It's kinda strange to have someone I could stand having longer conversation. It's been a long time. I suddenly miss my charm and rein.

Ps. I want to name you my dearest Diary, hmmm.. I'm not so  good in naming, but how about Darcy? It's my favorite character, you should be happy! I shall make it Mr. Darcy! Now, it's perfect! Dearest Mr Darcy!

That's all for now. I shall miss you Darcy. I am quite overwhelmed with projects and presentations. I really wanted to get it done so I can have a merry merry christmas.

Lots of Love
I'm Lizzie now, because you're my darcy.

Signed with Love
21.11.2014


Ps. Edited: I found out who the status is. He is Antinuous, a favourite and lover of Emperor Hadrian. Died at age 20.

Keeping Your Mouth Shut

Dear Diary,

I made comments when I shouldn't! Damn this mouth of mine. I shouldn't say it, it doesn't matter whether someone heard me or not, still, I shouldn't have said it.
I'm so disappointed to myself because of it.

I'm upset today because I didn't get what I expect. Last week, we had a test, and I swear, I knew I'll get 0. I was surprise when I found out I got 1.  I'm gonna really need to study hard in order to pass this subject successfully.

Three days ago, I went to Ceske Budejovice and spent a day with Fe, and the kids. Lovely kids, lovely family. If my married life will be like that, I don't mind marrying now :D

I got a severe headache.. I hate it. I think it's because of thinking things I shouldn't be thinking in the first place. Damn me.

I hate you!

Georgie
10.11.2014
~ill tempered

I lose my senses

Dear Diary,

You can't believe what happened to me last Monday. I was about to go home when my classmate invited me for a drink, i said, "NO"! and they told me, it's just 1 glass, so I guess it would be okay. But that one glass never get empty. I swear. I really feel like floating in the cloud. I could not walk properly. I tried to keep up the conversation as much as I can, and I swear, I talked nonsense. I couldn't stop talking!!!They said, I was funnier when I am drunk. It was the first time it happened to me.

It's okay. It was fun to try things I never tried before. I am loving this city now.

Recently, I went to Germany, a 5 days escapade in Berlin and Munich. The highlight of my tour is the Neuschwanstein Castle, or better know as the disney castle. It was a very beautiful castle, and yet upon hearing the sad story behind it,  I wish I could travel back in time and comfort King Ludwig II.
The scenic view of alps also made me catch my breath! It's so beautiful. I felt so alive and very blessed that I was there, witnessing god's nature gift.

I'm pretty well. Except, that I have an upcoming exam for the subject I despise the most, and had a presentation too, wish me good blessings okay?

I'll try to write on you soon.

All my love,
Georgie
30.10.2014

How do you want your lover propose marriage to you?

Dear Diary,

I was checking on my facebook feeds when I can came across to one of my friends post sharing how her boyfriend propose to her. I suddenly wonder how I want my partner would propose to me, even though he does not exist yet. Silly isn't it? Well, here's my ideal marriage proposals.

Be my wife
Will you marry me?
Will you change your surname for me?
Please share forever with me

A marriage proposals from Mr Darcy, Mr Wenthworth, Mr. Knightely, Mr. Rochersters will all do! So romantic,

1. Create a code and I'll have it decode. Doesn't matter if it's through binary digits, or a bible phrase (I got the idea from Cypher 2002 movie) Be my wife
2.  Create a game or a program in which at the end of the level, it says Will you marry me?
3. Write his life story in a book - journal and allow me to read it, and on the next chapter read.. will you be part of my life and share forever with me.. Marry Me and Make Me the Happiest Man on earth.
4. Since I am adventure enthusiast, bungee jumping, sky diving, cliff diving - while screaming.. marry me and let's start an exciting life together.
5. Maybe, he will sing a song, and down on bended knees ask for my hand in marriage?

I wish future is now, though I have no wish to settle at this moment, and enjoy my independence very much, I still wish to meet my man and start my journey with him. I'm 25 you know! I would really want talking such personal matters with him than writing to you. You never answer me. This will all be a memory. I wish I could find a confidant but I am too secretive.

All the best,
Yours truly,
A hopeless romantic georgie
19.10,2014

A Whole New World

Dear  Diary,

You can't believe what happened this week! If last week, I was feeling down and would want to move to Vienna immediately, now I don't. I feel great.

I had an outing organized by my University. We went to other parts of Czech republic and stayed in a chateau. Everynight, we drink and party. I got lot of friends now. I laughed, and talked, and have the best time of my life.

Yesterday, we went for sightseeing in prague. Here are some of the photos I took. enjoy!

Lots of love
Georgie, a party girl
signed 11.10.2014

What Kind of Lover Are You?

Dearest Diary,

I have a question,

Will you  love a person knowing he has an illness that could take away his life any moment?

What if you are in love with someone so badly, and then, you found out that he has an illness that could take his life anytime? Will you rather stay beside him? or leave him alone?

If you asked me these, I will never consider loving someone who is about to die, i cannot imagine not spending forever with the person I love.
However, If I am already in love with that person, and then, I just found out he is actually dying, i'll stay with him till his last breath. I'd rather be hurt and be alone, than not being with him to share the pain.

There are 2 types of love
1st will be falling in love-unconsciously
2nd choosing to love

I don't know if I am the first type of lover or the 2nd one. I had loved. It's  just happened. I don't know how.

I was just being so dramatic tonight. Perhaps, that's the result of watching Lavender.

My dearest friend, can you enlighten me? I am so confused. I only thought of going abroad to study so that I can travel anytime. But now that my classes has started, my stress increases! What's the point of taking Msc degree that is not related to my job? I do not intend to become a teacher neither.
Shall I quit while it's still early? or shall I just go with the flow? my admission letter from Vienna is about to lapse, I really wanted to study German, and then, be part of United Nations.

My dream is to work on a small garden, and grows flowers. I wanted to be needed... I wanted a simple life. How can I get that? Life is so funny, other people wanted more, but they couldnt get it. I wanted lesser, simpler, but neither I couldn't get it.

I think there is really something wrong with me. When I was in the bus earlier, I suddenly feel very lonely. I was so conscious, I was so shy, I feel so inferior with the people around me. I feel I didn't belong in this place. I feel bad.

Where did I go wrong? What did I do? Have I made the wrong decision? I wish someone can answer me. I just really need someone to guide me, but unfortunately, I don't have one.

Yours Truly,
A Broken Hearted Georgie
1.10.2014

Wishing on a falling star

Dear Diary

Look at what I've got for you today!

I was busy watching on my laptop, and when I looked at the window, this is what I saw. Are they shooting stars? Or just a jet plane? I have no idea. It's fascinating nevertheless.


Here's more for you.

Lovely isn't it? I am not a good photographer, nor have the right to call myself a photographer, but i just couldn't help it! I love the view and I know I must capture it.

It makes me feel better. I've been here in prague for almost 2 weeks, and till now, I haven't done anything great. Next week, the school is about to start, I'm gonna have my classes on Monday and Tuesday only. I forgot to tell you,  I met my soulmate! Just kidding. He's the person in charge for foreign students. He's just so handsome!!! He said, the he had been to my country in 2009, that was before the typhoon "_ _ _ __  " Oopps.. I can't tell it, you'll guess my nationality :) and that his brother and I share same age, and birth month! Would you believe it!!! I'm insane. I just like him, that's all. Shall I study this country's language? oh no! But I am so obsessed in learning German.

I have to finish my masters, and then, go to Vienna, and study German, as it is very expensive here. 

I share my room with a girl from Peru, and the bathroom, girls from Africa. They're all nice. I must overcome my shyness, and inferiority!!! Fighting! I can do it!

Tomorrow, I intend to roam around Prague and visit some heritage sites. I'll show you some pictures :)

Goodnight for now.

Your's Truly,

Ever Georgie - The Moon Lover

9.28.2014