Dear Diary
It's been a long time. I've been in some parts of Prague lately, i can't go anywhere far because of the cold weather. I'm pretty perfect though except someone is pissing me off. It's actually better so I can forget my admiration to him. I recently applied for Erasmus program and next Tuesday will be the interview, wish me well okay? I really wanted to get the spot. I'll do well, I swear!
The second semester has already started last week, not much thing to do though. My visa extension is already processed too. I think it's best to go somewhere before I lose my sanity. I hope he keeps pissing me off so I'll forget whatever I have for him. It's sickening!
I hate it when i always expect seeing his message on facebook. I hate seeing him online and yet not talking to me. I hate it when his laughing at what I say and thinks it's absurd. He doesn't know how to appreciate things, he laughs at other, i don't even know why I find myself unable to forget him. It's unfair. Oh well, I know Ill be well in no time.
I'm the queen of forgetting after all. :)
I'm just admiring the fair sky tonight while someone completely laugh at my idea. I hate the nerve!
Pissed off
Georgie
Signed Feb 15 2015
Sunday, February 15, 2015
Tuesday, January 6, 2015
Can't take my eyes of you
Dear Daddy,
What should I do? I cannot forget a pair of fine eyes??? It keeps hunting me! I think it wasn't him who I was with in New Year. My mind is so tired thinking of him. I looked at the photos in which he was there... Now, i feel better. It made me realize that he is Goliath and I am david. Haha...
I need to pull myself so I can get back on track immediately. I will study and pass all my exams.
That's for now
Yours ever
Georgie of 2015!
What should I do? I cannot forget a pair of fine eyes??? It keeps hunting me! I think it wasn't him who I was with in New Year. My mind is so tired thinking of him. I looked at the photos in which he was there... Now, i feel better. It made me realize that he is Goliath and I am david. Haha...
I need to pull myself so I can get back on track immediately. I will study and pass all my exams.
That's for now
Yours ever
Georgie of 2015!
Thursday, January 1, 2015
One Hell of a Year 2015 in Prague
Dear Diary,
I don't know where to begin my story.. but I will try. I was having trouble yesterday for bus transportation as my existing ticket already due. I failed to purchase a new one because I was late at cut off time.
I had video chatting with my family from 4-5pm Prague time, and 11-12:10am, then, my friend and I went to the nearest store to purchased chips so we can bring in the corridor party. At 9pm, we went to the corridor part but found only 1 guy we know. We chatted till 10:15 and then, decided to just wait in the lobby because we cannot stand the noise. I met a new friend, her name is K. She's such a sweet girl, i like her a lot. ahhhhh.. new year isn't over yet. Ill go for now and watch the fireworks :) Mwaah!
To go back to my story, so V with N and K and I head over to Z station to catch the bus, unforunately, we missed it. So, we played snow like child, throwing snow to each other.. haha.. I love this party. I've always dream of playing snow and I did it. Few moments after, M and D joined us. Then, we went to Z station where there are so many people waiting for bus. When the bus arrived, N, K and I managed to get a seat. While the others are like sandwich. I cannot imagine how all of us manage to get in. It was a small bus and yet beyond full! Others were already drunk and others are pretending. Everyone is shouting, screaming, singing and hitting the wall. We were all together though we do not know each other.
When we arrived at the station, everyone was clapping... then, we headed to the metro it was a joyride, even in metro, we were spinning, and dancing, Someone hold me and hugged me tight.
Then, we transferred to another metro, V said.. run run.run.... and so we were all running fast! It was so funny. We're acting as if we are all drunk! When, we got to our destination - it's a bridge where we can have better view of everyone's fireworks, random people just greet you, hug you, and kiss you. Seriously! and because I am short, they hugged me tightly, and lift me up! haha.. it was really really awesome! I find it so comforting to be hugged by my male classmates, and especially to be kissed and hugged by people I don't know.
Strangers are your friends! One guy, offered me cola, and Ill just drank it, but it was in fact WINE. It's crazy! This lasted for about an hour and then, there this guy, i thought he is friend of any of my friends. He stick to me, his name is T, and talked about things, he though I was from Indonesia. He is from the same university, and taking his masters in Engineering. He stick to me as if he was my shadow. We went to a club but before that, the group separated because we were following anyone randomly, so my group got lost but we managed to get to the club though. When I got there...DAMN, so many people! It was a pretty strange place to me, people are hitting on each other, kissing, everything possible! :D There are many stages, varies to music plays. We basically drink and party and dance all night long till 5am. Guys will just approach us randomly and dance so I have to stick with my male friends otherwise, we will be harass. 2 seconds of eye contact and it meant different. LOL
I forgot this guy I mentioned, he really stick to me wherever I go. I was trying to be polite to him,
and then, my friends told me, stay away from him because he is drunk. Well, he isn't, He is actually very nice. I can really befriend him, but I have my friends, so I neglected him. I kinda pity him. I left him. I think he is shy and don't know how to mingle with others. He seems sincere. He was dancing with us and talking to me. The night is young and so we just really drink and danced to the max!
Imagine, i was so sleepy and i was dancing because they never stop! Other guys were stripping while others passed out. Still, they randomly talked to you as if they know you.
What I find worse is that the snow is slippery! I walked like a turtle, and each time I'll slide, my male friends will hold me. So technically, they are holding me tightly. It was so funny. They're like all my buddies and soo.. we separated ways when we entered each of our rooms. I slept.
I woke up at 2pm, though I expected to wake up at night. Pretty disappointing! Today, we all went together to watch fireworks in Malonstranka. I was telling them the disadvantage of being short
as there's no better view! Tall guys are blocking my view. So they are teasing me that theyll carry me to their shoulder.
After the spectacular fireworks display, we walked to old town to charles bridge and go back to dorm.
Day ends when we separated to go to our own rooms.
I LOVE THIS YEAR SO MUCH. THERE NO PLACE I WOULD RATHER BE. My family will hate me for this. LOL
Up till now, I can't stop thinking about T. I think I'm going nuts. I hope our path meet again here.
Yours truly,
Lovely SHYIE
I don't know where to begin my story.. but I will try. I was having trouble yesterday for bus transportation as my existing ticket already due. I failed to purchase a new one because I was late at cut off time.
I had video chatting with my family from 4-5pm Prague time, and 11-12:10am, then, my friend and I went to the nearest store to purchased chips so we can bring in the corridor party. At 9pm, we went to the corridor part but found only 1 guy we know. We chatted till 10:15 and then, decided to just wait in the lobby because we cannot stand the noise. I met a new friend, her name is K. She's such a sweet girl, i like her a lot. ahhhhh.. new year isn't over yet. Ill go for now and watch the fireworks :) Mwaah!
To go back to my story, so V with N and K and I head over to Z station to catch the bus, unforunately, we missed it. So, we played snow like child, throwing snow to each other.. haha.. I love this party. I've always dream of playing snow and I did it. Few moments after, M and D joined us. Then, we went to Z station where there are so many people waiting for bus. When the bus arrived, N, K and I managed to get a seat. While the others are like sandwich. I cannot imagine how all of us manage to get in. It was a small bus and yet beyond full! Others were already drunk and others are pretending. Everyone is shouting, screaming, singing and hitting the wall. We were all together though we do not know each other.
When we arrived at the station, everyone was clapping... then, we headed to the metro it was a joyride, even in metro, we were spinning, and dancing, Someone hold me and hugged me tight.
Then, we transferred to another metro, V said.. run run.run.... and so we were all running fast! It was so funny. We're acting as if we are all drunk! When, we got to our destination - it's a bridge where we can have better view of everyone's fireworks, random people just greet you, hug you, and kiss you. Seriously! and because I am short, they hugged me tightly, and lift me up! haha.. it was really really awesome! I find it so comforting to be hugged by my male classmates, and especially to be kissed and hugged by people I don't know.
Strangers are your friends! One guy, offered me cola, and Ill just drank it, but it was in fact WINE. It's crazy! This lasted for about an hour and then, there this guy, i thought he is friend of any of my friends. He stick to me, his name is T, and talked about things, he though I was from Indonesia. He is from the same university, and taking his masters in Engineering. He stick to me as if he was my shadow. We went to a club but before that, the group separated because we were following anyone randomly, so my group got lost but we managed to get to the club though. When I got there...DAMN, so many people! It was a pretty strange place to me, people are hitting on each other, kissing, everything possible! :D There are many stages, varies to music plays. We basically drink and party and dance all night long till 5am. Guys will just approach us randomly and dance so I have to stick with my male friends otherwise, we will be harass. 2 seconds of eye contact and it meant different. LOL
I forgot this guy I mentioned, he really stick to me wherever I go. I was trying to be polite to him,
and then, my friends told me, stay away from him because he is drunk. Well, he isn't, He is actually very nice. I can really befriend him, but I have my friends, so I neglected him. I kinda pity him. I left him. I think he is shy and don't know how to mingle with others. He seems sincere. He was dancing with us and talking to me. The night is young and so we just really drink and danced to the max!
Imagine, i was so sleepy and i was dancing because they never stop! Other guys were stripping while others passed out. Still, they randomly talked to you as if they know you.
What I find worse is that the snow is slippery! I walked like a turtle, and each time I'll slide, my male friends will hold me. So technically, they are holding me tightly. It was so funny. They're like all my buddies and soo.. we separated ways when we entered each of our rooms. I slept.
I woke up at 2pm, though I expected to wake up at night. Pretty disappointing! Today, we all went together to watch fireworks in Malonstranka. I was telling them the disadvantage of being short
as there's no better view! Tall guys are blocking my view. So they are teasing me that theyll carry me to their shoulder.
After the spectacular fireworks display, we walked to old town to charles bridge and go back to dorm.
Day ends when we separated to go to our own rooms.
I LOVE THIS YEAR SO MUCH. THERE NO PLACE I WOULD RATHER BE. My family will hate me for this. LOL
Up till now, I can't stop thinking about T. I think I'm going nuts. I hope our path meet again here.
Yours truly,
Lovely SHYIE
Wednesday, December 24, 2014
I fell in love in Paris
Dear Daddy Long Legs,
How are you? If you asked me, i'm alone but not lonely. I just got back from my 6 days vacation in Paris. I tell you everything I remember.
I arrived in Paris 12pm and took the train to get to the city, however, I get off at the wrong station, and took the wrong metro. Well, my travel time took longer than expected. I was so hungry and only have 1 piece of biscuit with me. The train stopped for 30 mins or so, I don't know why. I arrived at the le regent hostel in Anvers around 3PM. Had my luggage checkin and left. I visited Sacre Coeur first, it was faboulous. It is located uphill so I had a better view of paris. I enjoy the cold wind gently touching my face and letting my hair dance along its rhythm.
My next destination was the eiffel tower, so I took the m2 line bound of porte dauphine and get off at victor hugo; when I exited the station, I just randomly walked and got lost. I really got lost, i ended up at ARC de Triomphe, and from there I managed to walked till I reach the eiffel tower. VOYLA! Stunning Eiffel Tower. I took the elevator at 4:30 to reach the 3rd floor.. Wow.. I had a breathtaking view of the city center.
After that, I grabbed some food to eat and took some pictures. Then, I went back to my hostel and had some rest. I was sharing the room with a guy from Canada, a girl from America and a black guy from nigeria. I didn't bother to talk, kinda too shy to initiate a conversation or butt in. But we had a "hi".
Second day in Paris, I woke up early but get up late. I didn't have my breakfast. I supposed to go to Palace de Versailes but decided to just go to Nortre Dame and Museums.
I arrived in Nortre dame and took photos, then, i grabbed some sandwich and ate it while walking. I went to Saint Chapelle and La concierge.. it was raining!!!! then, i head over to hotel de ville, they have a skating arena.. I want to try it!!!! From hotel de ville, i walked till centre pompidou and then, forum des halles, till I reach musuem louvre. I queued for 20 mins and then manage to go inside. Didn't have to pay anything because Im EU resident. I was looking forward seeing some greek gods and goddesses but I was so disappointed. Well, I've seen Monalisa though.
I walked along the seine river bridge... splendid view!!! I visited Musee Orsay, now, I love this place than louvre. I got to see Vincent Van Gogh and Picasso's Works. I get to see the bridge of lovers padlock too.
I walked along the tuilleres garden to place la concorde where there is a huge ferrieswheel and then, the rain poured. I ran to the nearest metro station and head back to hostel.
At 8pm, I met bestie in charles de gaulle, and we had a great walk in champs des elysees. I feel like I was walking in paradise. Everwhere I look at is beautiful. We walked till the seine river and I ate macaroons. Walking along seine river is sooo relaxing, it's very peaceful. And then, at 10:30pm, my fairytale ends, I have to go back to my hostel.
The next day, Saturday. I met bestie and we went to Paris Catacombe, a dungeon of skeletons and then, we walked along hotel de ville hoping we can do ice skating but there are many people.
When bestie and I separated, I went back to Sacre Coeur, I stayed there for 1 and half hour. It's so peaceful. I had unfortunate incident, when a black man trying to sell something on me and he wont let of my arms no matter how many times I said no, I said screamed and said no and then run away. That happened when I was going up and down the hill. However, I didn't let it ruin my day.
When I arrived back in my hostel, the canadian guy and american girl were having a conversation, I really wanted to join so I tried. Then, it all begun. I overcome my shyness that moment. So his name is Scott and the girl is Nora. Scott and I walked along champs des elysees until Eiffel tower, of course that includes seine river, we had a nonstop conversation. After that, we went to Notre Dame and then, to the canadian pub where we had endless talked.
Past 12, we had back to hostel and it was a goodnight.
The next day, I woke up early and met bestie to go to Fontainblaeu. It's another chateu with lovely garden. When we get back to the city, we met his friend which I find it hard to remember the name watched The Hobbit and then, ate at KFC. By 10pm, we went for a hithunt game with other friends Yan and Linh. We failed to escape the room :( but that's okay.I really had marvelous time!
We separated at past 12 or so, when I took the metro, there are 3 old people entered, 2 were seated and 1 was left standing. I offered him my seat, and he said, it was fine miss. To show, he is really fine, he danced. Such a lovely man.
When I arrived back to my hostel, everyone was sleeping.
It was Monday. I woke up 7:30am, need to get Scott contact details before he leave and I got it. I was supposed to meet this guy whose name I cannot remember, but he was soooo late, I decided to leave him behind. On my train to versailles, I met a korean girl who is also travelling alone. We took the train together and had a pleasant conversation. When she found out the palace is closed, she took the train back to Paris immediately. A pity, didn't manage to get in contact with her.
On Versailles, I enjoyed a lovely walked in the large garden. How I want to have such garden!!!!
Pretty reminds me of Mr Darcy's large pemberly garden.
I think I went back to Hostel after that, I don't remember much. At 6:30pm, I met bestie and place de italie, my last night in paris. We dined a vietnamese restaurant and failed to showcase my talent in chopsticks lol. I cannot use chopticks, it's so hard, and the food I ordered is too large for me. We also had an eating companion, bestie's female friend, and that friend has a french friend who can't stop smilling. He's way too friendly and trying initiate a conversation.
When I paid the bill, he said his goodbye[french guy], but when we exited the restaurant, we're heading the same way, so we all walked together. bestie and his female friend was talking while the french guy and me are having a conversation. His english isn't good but he was trying. He is very amiable and keep smiling and looking at me. And wink! He showed where he lives, and what he do and then, when it's time to say goodbye. He shook hands with bestie, and i bid my "au revoire" but he said, their goodbye is different in paris. I tried speaking it, but I just can't do it properly. And then, he was looking amiable at me, he walked to me, and kiss me in the cheek, i thought once is enough, but he did it again. I was taken aback seriously. I'm not used to such greetings. But he is handsome, so it's fine. He looks like my dear Mr. Darcy though, with such fine eyes.
Bestie showed me his favorite place in paris, we walked along the underground library in paris until the beautiful bridge. It was very calm. No wonder why he likes that place, it's a place for solitude. I keep messing with him. Oh I forgot, the day I met bestie in Paris, he was looking serious, so I bought a huge blue candy and had him hold it. He was laughing because It was silly. I did well, isn't it?:) he gave me a wooden heart where merry christmas in french was written.
The day ends when we had to say good bye. I told him, no goodbyes.
Finally, last day in Paris. It was Tuesday. I went to Picasso Museum, but the long wait made me lose my patience. I queued for almost 2 hours. I left and met bestie at 1:15 and grabbed some lunch and then, i gave him my bestie doll, and there.. we parted ways.
I went back to hostel to picked up my luggage and head over to Airport and took my flight back to Prague.
Now, I am sitting in my desk in front of my laptop, writing you. I'll be celebrating christmas alone, my room mate just left and will be back tomorrow. It's gonna be just me and me. Happy? :)
I'm not lonely at all. I feel a lot alive.
Ps. For the first time, i savour the beauty of paris and didn't bother taking photos. Scott can do it well, why should i? :)
Yours truly
In Love Georgie
Merry Christmas Daddy Long legs
12.24.2014
How are you? If you asked me, i'm alone but not lonely. I just got back from my 6 days vacation in Paris. I tell you everything I remember.
I arrived in Paris 12pm and took the train to get to the city, however, I get off at the wrong station, and took the wrong metro. Well, my travel time took longer than expected. I was so hungry and only have 1 piece of biscuit with me. The train stopped for 30 mins or so, I don't know why. I arrived at the le regent hostel in Anvers around 3PM. Had my luggage checkin and left. I visited Sacre Coeur first, it was faboulous. It is located uphill so I had a better view of paris. I enjoy the cold wind gently touching my face and letting my hair dance along its rhythm.
My next destination was the eiffel tower, so I took the m2 line bound of porte dauphine and get off at victor hugo; when I exited the station, I just randomly walked and got lost. I really got lost, i ended up at ARC de Triomphe, and from there I managed to walked till I reach the eiffel tower. VOYLA! Stunning Eiffel Tower. I took the elevator at 4:30 to reach the 3rd floor.. Wow.. I had a breathtaking view of the city center.
After that, I grabbed some food to eat and took some pictures. Then, I went back to my hostel and had some rest. I was sharing the room with a guy from Canada, a girl from America and a black guy from nigeria. I didn't bother to talk, kinda too shy to initiate a conversation or butt in. But we had a "hi".
Second day in Paris, I woke up early but get up late. I didn't have my breakfast. I supposed to go to Palace de Versailes but decided to just go to Nortre Dame and Museums.
I arrived in Nortre dame and took photos, then, i grabbed some sandwich and ate it while walking. I went to Saint Chapelle and La concierge.. it was raining!!!! then, i head over to hotel de ville, they have a skating arena.. I want to try it!!!! From hotel de ville, i walked till centre pompidou and then, forum des halles, till I reach musuem louvre. I queued for 20 mins and then manage to go inside. Didn't have to pay anything because Im EU resident. I was looking forward seeing some greek gods and goddesses but I was so disappointed. Well, I've seen Monalisa though.
I walked along the seine river bridge... splendid view!!! I visited Musee Orsay, now, I love this place than louvre. I got to see Vincent Van Gogh and Picasso's Works. I get to see the bridge of lovers padlock too.
I walked along the tuilleres garden to place la concorde where there is a huge ferrieswheel and then, the rain poured. I ran to the nearest metro station and head back to hostel.
At 8pm, I met bestie in charles de gaulle, and we had a great walk in champs des elysees. I feel like I was walking in paradise. Everwhere I look at is beautiful. We walked till the seine river and I ate macaroons. Walking along seine river is sooo relaxing, it's very peaceful. And then, at 10:30pm, my fairytale ends, I have to go back to my hostel.
The next day, Saturday. I met bestie and we went to Paris Catacombe, a dungeon of skeletons and then, we walked along hotel de ville hoping we can do ice skating but there are many people.
When bestie and I separated, I went back to Sacre Coeur, I stayed there for 1 and half hour. It's so peaceful. I had unfortunate incident, when a black man trying to sell something on me and he wont let of my arms no matter how many times I said no, I said screamed and said no and then run away. That happened when I was going up and down the hill. However, I didn't let it ruin my day.
When I arrived back in my hostel, the canadian guy and american girl were having a conversation, I really wanted to join so I tried. Then, it all begun. I overcome my shyness that moment. So his name is Scott and the girl is Nora. Scott and I walked along champs des elysees until Eiffel tower, of course that includes seine river, we had a nonstop conversation. After that, we went to Notre Dame and then, to the canadian pub where we had endless talked.
Past 12, we had back to hostel and it was a goodnight.
The next day, I woke up early and met bestie to go to Fontainblaeu. It's another chateu with lovely garden. When we get back to the city, we met his friend which I find it hard to remember the name watched The Hobbit and then, ate at KFC. By 10pm, we went for a hithunt game with other friends Yan and Linh. We failed to escape the room :( but that's okay.I really had marvelous time!
We separated at past 12 or so, when I took the metro, there are 3 old people entered, 2 were seated and 1 was left standing. I offered him my seat, and he said, it was fine miss. To show, he is really fine, he danced. Such a lovely man.
When I arrived back to my hostel, everyone was sleeping.
It was Monday. I woke up 7:30am, need to get Scott contact details before he leave and I got it. I was supposed to meet this guy whose name I cannot remember, but he was soooo late, I decided to leave him behind. On my train to versailles, I met a korean girl who is also travelling alone. We took the train together and had a pleasant conversation. When she found out the palace is closed, she took the train back to Paris immediately. A pity, didn't manage to get in contact with her.
On Versailles, I enjoyed a lovely walked in the large garden. How I want to have such garden!!!!
Pretty reminds me of Mr Darcy's large pemberly garden.
I think I went back to Hostel after that, I don't remember much. At 6:30pm, I met bestie and place de italie, my last night in paris. We dined a vietnamese restaurant and failed to showcase my talent in chopsticks lol. I cannot use chopticks, it's so hard, and the food I ordered is too large for me. We also had an eating companion, bestie's female friend, and that friend has a french friend who can't stop smilling. He's way too friendly and trying initiate a conversation.
When I paid the bill, he said his goodbye[french guy], but when we exited the restaurant, we're heading the same way, so we all walked together. bestie and his female friend was talking while the french guy and me are having a conversation. His english isn't good but he was trying. He is very amiable and keep smiling and looking at me. And wink! He showed where he lives, and what he do and then, when it's time to say goodbye. He shook hands with bestie, and i bid my "au revoire" but he said, their goodbye is different in paris. I tried speaking it, but I just can't do it properly. And then, he was looking amiable at me, he walked to me, and kiss me in the cheek, i thought once is enough, but he did it again. I was taken aback seriously. I'm not used to such greetings. But he is handsome, so it's fine. He looks like my dear Mr. Darcy though, with such fine eyes.
Bestie showed me his favorite place in paris, we walked along the underground library in paris until the beautiful bridge. It was very calm. No wonder why he likes that place, it's a place for solitude. I keep messing with him. Oh I forgot, the day I met bestie in Paris, he was looking serious, so I bought a huge blue candy and had him hold it. He was laughing because It was silly. I did well, isn't it?:) he gave me a wooden heart where merry christmas in french was written.
The day ends when we had to say good bye. I told him, no goodbyes.
Finally, last day in Paris. It was Tuesday. I went to Picasso Museum, but the long wait made me lose my patience. I queued for almost 2 hours. I left and met bestie at 1:15 and grabbed some lunch and then, i gave him my bestie doll, and there.. we parted ways.
I went back to hostel to picked up my luggage and head over to Airport and took my flight back to Prague.
Now, I am sitting in my desk in front of my laptop, writing you. I'll be celebrating christmas alone, my room mate just left and will be back tomorrow. It's gonna be just me and me. Happy? :)
I'm not lonely at all. I feel a lot alive.
Ps. For the first time, i savour the beauty of paris and didn't bother taking photos. Scott can do it well, why should i? :)
Yours truly
In Love Georgie
Merry Christmas Daddy Long legs
12.24.2014
Saturday, December 13, 2014
A Christmas Delight
Dear Casper,
Today, I attended a Christmas party and was asked to introduced myself with everyone. They keep asking where I am studying and if I am scholar and what type of course I am taking. Well, i'm no scholar and i didn't graduate from a top expensive university in my country. I find that place rather ridicule. They're not trying to get to know you, they're trying to make themselves appear to be ahead of you.
Well, some people are nice actually. I get to talked to them. We played games and sang songs, we laughed. I was happy. Now, if you asked me, how I feel, I can only say that I feel empty.
All of them have their goals, they wanted to achieve something. I don't. I envy them. I'm living in a world full of fantasy. It's a pity.
Maybe it's all in the mind. I have no goals, I have no dreams. I have nothing. I am empty.
Your's truly,
A Sleeper
Georgie
Today, I attended a Christmas party and was asked to introduced myself with everyone. They keep asking where I am studying and if I am scholar and what type of course I am taking. Well, i'm no scholar and i didn't graduate from a top expensive university in my country. I find that place rather ridicule. They're not trying to get to know you, they're trying to make themselves appear to be ahead of you.
Well, some people are nice actually. I get to talked to them. We played games and sang songs, we laughed. I was happy. Now, if you asked me, how I feel, I can only say that I feel empty.
All of them have their goals, they wanted to achieve something. I don't. I envy them. I'm living in a world full of fantasy. It's a pity.
Maybe it's all in the mind. I have no goals, I have no dreams. I have nothing. I am empty.
Your's truly,
A Sleeper
Georgie
Thursday, November 20, 2014
My Boyfriend For Today
Dearest Loveliest Diary;
I have a secret to tell. Shhheeehhh.. Just keep it between us okay? Hmm.. I was in Rome last week, and I found myself so helplessly in love! Yes, You heard it right! I'm in love. I'm in love with a statue. Haha..I got you! I visited the vatican museum, and I saw a statue of a man, i forgot his name though. Here he is!
That's all for now. I shall miss you Darcy. I am quite overwhelmed with projects and presentations. I really wanted to get it done so I can have a merry merry christmas.
Lots of Love
I'm Lizzie now, because you're my darcy.
Signed with Love
21.11.2014
Ps. Edited: I found out who the status is. He is Antinuous, a favourite and lover of Emperor Hadrian. Died at age 20.
I have a secret to tell. Shhheeehhh.. Just keep it between us okay? Hmm.. I was in Rome last week, and I found myself so helplessly in love! Yes, You heard it right! I'm in love. I'm in love with a statue. Haha..I got you! I visited the vatican museum, and I saw a statue of a man, i forgot his name though. Here he is!
Isn't he so amiable? :)
I met good girls in St Peter's Basilica and they invited me to celebrate Christmas with them. Now, I am torn whether I shall go to vienna with my first invitation or go with them. Can you help me decide? Please?
I failed to meet Richard in Rome, for I don't want to bother him. But oh! I was mesmerized by a handsome street singer, and overly fascinated with a man who resembles Richard Armitage. Worst is, I couldn't behave anymore when I saw a man who resembles Jeremy Northam, I asked for a picture with him and I shall not share it to you!
To end my escapade, I met a vietnamese traveler with his dad, and now, I am chatting with him. I gave him a petname, and it's Bestie. Are you jealous now? He is very nice. It's kinda strange to have someone I could stand having longer conversation. It's been a long time. I suddenly miss my charm and rein.
Ps. I want to name you my dearest Diary, hmmm.. I'm not so good in naming, but how about Darcy? It's my favorite character, you should be happy! I shall make it Mr. Darcy! Now, it's perfect! Dearest Mr Darcy!
That's all for now. I shall miss you Darcy. I am quite overwhelmed with projects and presentations. I really wanted to get it done so I can have a merry merry christmas.
Lots of Love
I'm Lizzie now, because you're my darcy.
Signed with Love
21.11.2014
Ps. Edited: I found out who the status is. He is Antinuous, a favourite and lover of Emperor Hadrian. Died at age 20.
Monday, November 10, 2014
Keeping Your Mouth Shut
Dear Diary,
I made comments when I shouldn't! Damn this mouth of mine. I shouldn't say it, it doesn't matter whether someone heard me or not, still, I shouldn't have said it.
I'm so disappointed to myself because of it.
I'm upset today because I didn't get what I expect. Last week, we had a test, and I swear, I knew I'll get 0. I was surprise when I found out I got 1. I'm gonna really need to study hard in order to pass this subject successfully.
Three days ago, I went to Ceske Budejovice and spent a day with Fe, and the kids. Lovely kids, lovely family. If my married life will be like that, I don't mind marrying now :D
I got a severe headache.. I hate it. I think it's because of thinking things I shouldn't be thinking in the first place. Damn me.
I hate you!
Georgie
10.11.2014
~ill tempered
I made comments when I shouldn't! Damn this mouth of mine. I shouldn't say it, it doesn't matter whether someone heard me or not, still, I shouldn't have said it.
I'm so disappointed to myself because of it.
I'm upset today because I didn't get what I expect. Last week, we had a test, and I swear, I knew I'll get 0. I was surprise when I found out I got 1. I'm gonna really need to study hard in order to pass this subject successfully.
Three days ago, I went to Ceske Budejovice and spent a day with Fe, and the kids. Lovely kids, lovely family. If my married life will be like that, I don't mind marrying now :D
I got a severe headache.. I hate it. I think it's because of thinking things I shouldn't be thinking in the first place. Damn me.
I hate you!
Georgie
10.11.2014
~ill tempered
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