Dear Diary,
People can get very sentimental over things of the past. Just like now, I was reading my email back in 2007 and 2012. I can see how immature I was but at least I was happy. I can't really believe I had said those things, and I acted those ways.
I miss the people I was once knew. I miss talking to them. I may have grown old, but not wise. For I have certainly accomplished several things, I had traveled a lot, I have met good people... and during those times.. I was contented! Looking back, my dream was simple, but now, feels like my dreams have gone so high. I can't stay in one place, I wish everyday to end immediately. I cannot stand it. I have gone too far. I have said things I shouldn't say and I have to keep apologizing for my behavior. I cannot control myself at all. I am wild. I am utterly mad.
I miss talking to Mr. J. "time is needed for plants to grow", just how much time I needed in order to grow? I miss the old days when you are "rain" and I'm "sunshine", we bring comfort to each other.
I insanely miss Mr. N the most. When he used to be "charm" and I used to be "silly" Where did I go wrong? What have I done to completely lose great people. And I wasn't even able to retain my sanity.
I've been enjoying teasing Mr. Y, the guy I was obsessed way back to college days, maybe because I know I can never have him.
I still wish to have amnesia someday but not a poor memory. Oh cmon! Who would want to be forgetful at young age? :D
I'll try to send Mr. N another message today, I really want to win him back!
I wish I am "an Alice" that I can always go back to "wonderland" and don't have to stay here in "Overland" in which I clearly don't belong. But I am just "a wanderer", and can only keep moving forward. there's no point of wishing that I can go back time when I used to be simple and happy. Just me and Randall[doll], my sketchpad and books.. and Mr. N.. But now, I wanted to have everything! it's crazy!
Yours Truly,
Mad Georgie
Signd May 29, 2014
Ps. I am so happy to inform you that I got admission to University of Vienna!
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A lifelong journey of Ms. Georgie as she travels oceans away from her comfort zone.
Georgie isn't her real name, but this is how she wants people to call her.
This blog was created solely to serve as her online daily diary. She enjoys writing but English isn't her first language, so forgive her if she makes some mistakes.
Through this blog, she hopes some of you can relate to her life stories, and maybe shares opinion and advice.
"My life is a mystery and knowing me is a journey"
Ps. Since it's a diary, She hopes you don't mind if she is addressing her letters as "dear diary", so she feels like as if she is writing to someone.
Georgie isn't her real name, but this is how she wants people to call her.
This blog was created solely to serve as her online daily diary. She enjoys writing but English isn't her first language, so forgive her if she makes some mistakes.
Through this blog, she hopes some of you can relate to her life stories, and maybe shares opinion and advice.
"My life is a mystery and knowing me is a journey"
Ps. Since it's a diary, She hopes you don't mind if she is addressing her letters as "dear diary", so she feels like as if she is writing to someone.
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