Dear Daddy Long Legs,
How are you? If you asked me, i'm alone but not lonely. I just got back from my 6 days vacation in Paris. I tell you everything I remember.
I arrived in Paris 12pm and took the train to get to the city, however, I get off at the wrong station, and took the wrong metro. Well, my travel time took longer than expected. I was so hungry and only have 1 piece of biscuit with me. The train stopped for 30 mins or so, I don't know why. I arrived at the le regent hostel in Anvers around 3PM. Had my luggage checkin and left. I visited Sacre Coeur first, it was faboulous. It is located uphill so I had a better view of paris. I enjoy the cold wind gently touching my face and letting my hair dance along its rhythm.
My next destination was the eiffel tower, so I took the m2 line bound of porte dauphine and get off at victor hugo; when I exited the station, I just randomly walked and got lost. I really got lost, i ended up at ARC de Triomphe, and from there I managed to walked till I reach the eiffel tower. VOYLA! Stunning Eiffel Tower. I took the elevator at 4:30 to reach the 3rd floor.. Wow.. I had a breathtaking view of the city center.
After that, I grabbed some food to eat and took some pictures. Then, I went back to my hostel and had some rest. I was sharing the room with a guy from Canada, a girl from America and a black guy from nigeria. I didn't bother to talk, kinda too shy to initiate a conversation or butt in. But we had a "hi".
Second day in Paris, I woke up early but get up late. I didn't have my breakfast. I supposed to go to Palace de Versailes but decided to just go to Nortre Dame and Museums.
I arrived in Nortre dame and took photos, then, i grabbed some sandwich and ate it while walking. I went to Saint Chapelle and La concierge.. it was raining!!!! then, i head over to hotel de ville, they have a skating arena.. I want to try it!!!! From hotel de ville, i walked till centre pompidou and then, forum des halles, till I reach musuem louvre. I queued for 20 mins and then manage to go inside. Didn't have to pay anything because Im EU resident. I was looking forward seeing some greek gods and goddesses but I was so disappointed. Well, I've seen Monalisa though.
I walked along the seine river bridge... splendid view!!! I visited Musee Orsay, now, I love this place than louvre. I got to see Vincent Van Gogh and Picasso's Works. I get to see the bridge of lovers padlock too.
I walked along the tuilleres garden to place la concorde where there is a huge ferrieswheel and then, the rain poured. I ran to the nearest metro station and head back to hostel.
At 8pm, I met bestie in charles de gaulle, and we had a great walk in champs des elysees. I feel like I was walking in paradise. Everwhere I look at is beautiful. We walked till the seine river and I ate macaroons. Walking along seine river is sooo relaxing, it's very peaceful. And then, at 10:30pm, my fairytale ends, I have to go back to my hostel.
The next day, Saturday. I met bestie and we went to Paris Catacombe, a dungeon of skeletons and then, we walked along hotel de ville hoping we can do ice skating but there are many people.
When bestie and I separated, I went back to Sacre Coeur, I stayed there for 1 and half hour. It's so peaceful. I had unfortunate incident, when a black man trying to sell something on me and he wont let of my arms no matter how many times I said no, I said screamed and said no and then run away. That happened when I was going up and down the hill. However, I didn't let it ruin my day.
When I arrived back in my hostel, the canadian guy and american girl were having a conversation, I really wanted to join so I tried. Then, it all begun. I overcome my shyness that moment. So his name is Scott and the girl is Nora. Scott and I walked along champs des elysees until Eiffel tower, of course that includes seine river, we had a nonstop conversation. After that, we went to Notre Dame and then, to the canadian pub where we had endless talked.
Past 12, we had back to hostel and it was a goodnight.
The next day, I woke up early and met bestie to go to Fontainblaeu. It's another chateu with lovely garden. When we get back to the city, we met his friend which I find it hard to remember the name watched The Hobbit and then, ate at KFC. By 10pm, we went for a hithunt game with other friends Yan and Linh. We failed to escape the room :( but that's okay.I really had marvelous time!
We separated at past 12 or so, when I took the metro, there are 3 old people entered, 2 were seated and 1 was left standing. I offered him my seat, and he said, it was fine miss. To show, he is really fine, he danced. Such a lovely man.
When I arrived back to my hostel, everyone was sleeping.
It was Monday. I woke up 7:30am, need to get Scott contact details before he leave and I got it. I was supposed to meet this guy whose name I cannot remember, but he was soooo late, I decided to leave him behind. On my train to versailles, I met a korean girl who is also travelling alone. We took the train together and had a pleasant conversation. When she found out the palace is closed, she took the train back to Paris immediately. A pity, didn't manage to get in contact with her.
On Versailles, I enjoyed a lovely walked in the large garden. How I want to have such garden!!!!
Pretty reminds me of Mr Darcy's large pemberly garden.
I think I went back to Hostel after that, I don't remember much. At 6:30pm, I met bestie and place de italie, my last night in paris. We dined a vietnamese restaurant and failed to showcase my talent in chopsticks lol. I cannot use chopticks, it's so hard, and the food I ordered is too large for me. We also had an eating companion, bestie's female friend, and that friend has a french friend who can't stop smilling. He's way too friendly and trying initiate a conversation.
When I paid the bill, he said his goodbye[french guy], but when we exited the restaurant, we're heading the same way, so we all walked together. bestie and his female friend was talking while the french guy and me are having a conversation. His english isn't good but he was trying. He is very amiable and keep smiling and looking at me. And wink! He showed where he lives, and what he do and then, when it's time to say goodbye. He shook hands with bestie, and i bid my "au revoire" but he said, their goodbye is different in paris. I tried speaking it, but I just can't do it properly. And then, he was looking amiable at me, he walked to me, and kiss me in the cheek, i thought once is enough, but he did it again. I was taken aback seriously. I'm not used to such greetings. But he is handsome, so it's fine. He looks like my dear Mr. Darcy though, with such fine eyes.
Bestie showed me his favorite place in paris, we walked along the underground library in paris until the beautiful bridge. It was very calm. No wonder why he likes that place, it's a place for solitude. I keep messing with him. Oh I forgot, the day I met bestie in Paris, he was looking serious, so I bought a huge blue candy and had him hold it. He was laughing because It was silly. I did well, isn't it?:) he gave me a wooden heart where merry christmas in french was written.
The day ends when we had to say good bye. I told him, no goodbyes.
Finally, last day in Paris. It was Tuesday. I went to Picasso Museum, but the long wait made me lose my patience. I queued for almost 2 hours. I left and met bestie at 1:15 and grabbed some lunch and then, i gave him my bestie doll, and there.. we parted ways.
I went back to hostel to picked up my luggage and head over to Airport and took my flight back to Prague.
Now, I am sitting in my desk in front of my laptop, writing you. I'll be celebrating christmas alone, my room mate just left and will be back tomorrow. It's gonna be just me and me. Happy? :)
I'm not lonely at all. I feel a lot alive.
Ps. For the first time, i savour the beauty of paris and didn't bother taking photos. Scott can do it well, why should i? :)
Yours truly
In Love Georgie
Merry Christmas Daddy Long legs
12.24.2014
Wednesday, December 24, 2014
Saturday, December 13, 2014
A Christmas Delight
Dear Casper,
Today, I attended a Christmas party and was asked to introduced myself with everyone. They keep asking where I am studying and if I am scholar and what type of course I am taking. Well, i'm no scholar and i didn't graduate from a top expensive university in my country. I find that place rather ridicule. They're not trying to get to know you, they're trying to make themselves appear to be ahead of you.
Well, some people are nice actually. I get to talked to them. We played games and sang songs, we laughed. I was happy. Now, if you asked me, how I feel, I can only say that I feel empty.
All of them have their goals, they wanted to achieve something. I don't. I envy them. I'm living in a world full of fantasy. It's a pity.
Maybe it's all in the mind. I have no goals, I have no dreams. I have nothing. I am empty.
Your's truly,
A Sleeper
Georgie
Today, I attended a Christmas party and was asked to introduced myself with everyone. They keep asking where I am studying and if I am scholar and what type of course I am taking. Well, i'm no scholar and i didn't graduate from a top expensive university in my country. I find that place rather ridicule. They're not trying to get to know you, they're trying to make themselves appear to be ahead of you.
Well, some people are nice actually. I get to talked to them. We played games and sang songs, we laughed. I was happy. Now, if you asked me, how I feel, I can only say that I feel empty.
All of them have their goals, they wanted to achieve something. I don't. I envy them. I'm living in a world full of fantasy. It's a pity.
Maybe it's all in the mind. I have no goals, I have no dreams. I have nothing. I am empty.
Your's truly,
A Sleeper
Georgie
Thursday, November 20, 2014
My Boyfriend For Today
Dearest Loveliest Diary;
I have a secret to tell. Shhheeehhh.. Just keep it between us okay? Hmm.. I was in Rome last week, and I found myself so helplessly in love! Yes, You heard it right! I'm in love. I'm in love with a statue. Haha..I got you! I visited the vatican museum, and I saw a statue of a man, i forgot his name though. Here he is!
That's all for now. I shall miss you Darcy. I am quite overwhelmed with projects and presentations. I really wanted to get it done so I can have a merry merry christmas.
Lots of Love
I'm Lizzie now, because you're my darcy.
Signed with Love
21.11.2014
Ps. Edited: I found out who the status is. He is Antinuous, a favourite and lover of Emperor Hadrian. Died at age 20.
I have a secret to tell. Shhheeehhh.. Just keep it between us okay? Hmm.. I was in Rome last week, and I found myself so helplessly in love! Yes, You heard it right! I'm in love. I'm in love with a statue. Haha..I got you! I visited the vatican museum, and I saw a statue of a man, i forgot his name though. Here he is!
Isn't he so amiable? :)
I met good girls in St Peter's Basilica and they invited me to celebrate Christmas with them. Now, I am torn whether I shall go to vienna with my first invitation or go with them. Can you help me decide? Please?
I failed to meet Richard in Rome, for I don't want to bother him. But oh! I was mesmerized by a handsome street singer, and overly fascinated with a man who resembles Richard Armitage. Worst is, I couldn't behave anymore when I saw a man who resembles Jeremy Northam, I asked for a picture with him and I shall not share it to you!
To end my escapade, I met a vietnamese traveler with his dad, and now, I am chatting with him. I gave him a petname, and it's Bestie. Are you jealous now? He is very nice. It's kinda strange to have someone I could stand having longer conversation. It's been a long time. I suddenly miss my charm and rein.
Ps. I want to name you my dearest Diary, hmmm.. I'm not so good in naming, but how about Darcy? It's my favorite character, you should be happy! I shall make it Mr. Darcy! Now, it's perfect! Dearest Mr Darcy!
That's all for now. I shall miss you Darcy. I am quite overwhelmed with projects and presentations. I really wanted to get it done so I can have a merry merry christmas.
Lots of Love
I'm Lizzie now, because you're my darcy.
Signed with Love
21.11.2014
Ps. Edited: I found out who the status is. He is Antinuous, a favourite and lover of Emperor Hadrian. Died at age 20.
Monday, November 10, 2014
Keeping Your Mouth Shut
Dear Diary,
I made comments when I shouldn't! Damn this mouth of mine. I shouldn't say it, it doesn't matter whether someone heard me or not, still, I shouldn't have said it.
I'm so disappointed to myself because of it.
I'm upset today because I didn't get what I expect. Last week, we had a test, and I swear, I knew I'll get 0. I was surprise when I found out I got 1. I'm gonna really need to study hard in order to pass this subject successfully.
Three days ago, I went to Ceske Budejovice and spent a day with Fe, and the kids. Lovely kids, lovely family. If my married life will be like that, I don't mind marrying now :D
I got a severe headache.. I hate it. I think it's because of thinking things I shouldn't be thinking in the first place. Damn me.
I hate you!
Georgie
10.11.2014
~ill tempered
I made comments when I shouldn't! Damn this mouth of mine. I shouldn't say it, it doesn't matter whether someone heard me or not, still, I shouldn't have said it.
I'm so disappointed to myself because of it.
I'm upset today because I didn't get what I expect. Last week, we had a test, and I swear, I knew I'll get 0. I was surprise when I found out I got 1. I'm gonna really need to study hard in order to pass this subject successfully.
Three days ago, I went to Ceske Budejovice and spent a day with Fe, and the kids. Lovely kids, lovely family. If my married life will be like that, I don't mind marrying now :D
I got a severe headache.. I hate it. I think it's because of thinking things I shouldn't be thinking in the first place. Damn me.
I hate you!
Georgie
10.11.2014
~ill tempered
Thursday, October 30, 2014
I lose my senses
Dear Diary,
You can't believe what happened to me last Monday. I was about to go home when my classmate invited me for a drink, i said, "NO"! and they told me, it's just 1 glass, so I guess it would be okay. But that one glass never get empty. I swear. I really feel like floating in the cloud. I could not walk properly. I tried to keep up the conversation as much as I can, and I swear, I talked nonsense. I couldn't stop talking!!!They said, I was funnier when I am drunk. It was the first time it happened to me.
It's okay. It was fun to try things I never tried before. I am loving this city now.
Recently, I went to Germany, a 5 days escapade in Berlin and Munich. The highlight of my tour is the Neuschwanstein Castle, or better know as the disney castle. It was a very beautiful castle, and yet upon hearing the sad story behind it, I wish I could travel back in time and comfort King Ludwig II.
The scenic view of alps also made me catch my breath! It's so beautiful. I felt so alive and very blessed that I was there, witnessing god's nature gift.
I'm pretty well. Except, that I have an upcoming exam for the subject I despise the most, and had a presentation too, wish me good blessings okay?
I'll try to write on you soon.
All my love,
Georgie
30.10.2014
You can't believe what happened to me last Monday. I was about to go home when my classmate invited me for a drink, i said, "NO"! and they told me, it's just 1 glass, so I guess it would be okay. But that one glass never get empty. I swear. I really feel like floating in the cloud. I could not walk properly. I tried to keep up the conversation as much as I can, and I swear, I talked nonsense. I couldn't stop talking!!!They said, I was funnier when I am drunk. It was the first time it happened to me.
It's okay. It was fun to try things I never tried before. I am loving this city now.
Recently, I went to Germany, a 5 days escapade in Berlin and Munich. The highlight of my tour is the Neuschwanstein Castle, or better know as the disney castle. It was a very beautiful castle, and yet upon hearing the sad story behind it, I wish I could travel back in time and comfort King Ludwig II.
The scenic view of alps also made me catch my breath! It's so beautiful. I felt so alive and very blessed that I was there, witnessing god's nature gift.
I'm pretty well. Except, that I have an upcoming exam for the subject I despise the most, and had a presentation too, wish me good blessings okay?
I'll try to write on you soon.
All my love,
Georgie
30.10.2014
Sunday, October 19, 2014
How do you want your lover propose marriage to you?
Dear Diary,
I was checking on my facebook feeds when I can came across to one of my friends post sharing how her boyfriend propose to her. I suddenly wonder how I want my partner would propose to me, even though he does not exist yet. Silly isn't it? Well, here's my ideal marriage proposals.
Be my wife
Will you marry me?
Will you change your surname for me?
Please share forever with me
A marriage proposals from Mr Darcy, Mr Wenthworth, Mr. Knightely, Mr. Rochersters will all do! So romantic,
1. Create a code and I'll have it decode. Doesn't matter if it's through binary digits, or a bible phrase (I got the idea from Cypher 2002 movie) Be my wife
2. Create a game or a program in which at the end of the level, it says Will you marry me?
3. Write his life story in a book - journal and allow me to read it, and on the next chapter read.. will you be part of my life and share forever with me.. Marry Me and Make Me the Happiest Man on earth.
4. Since I am adventure enthusiast, bungee jumping, sky diving, cliff diving - while screaming.. marry me and let's start an exciting life together.
5. Maybe, he will sing a song, and down on bended knees ask for my hand in marriage?
I wish future is now, though I have no wish to settle at this moment, and enjoy my independence very much, I still wish to meet my man and start my journey with him. I'm 25 you know! I would really want talking such personal matters with him than writing to you. You never answer me. This will all be a memory. I wish I could find a confidant but I am too secretive.
All the best,
Yours truly,
A hopeless romantic georgie
19.10,2014
I was checking on my facebook feeds when I can came across to one of my friends post sharing how her boyfriend propose to her. I suddenly wonder how I want my partner would propose to me, even though he does not exist yet. Silly isn't it? Well, here's my ideal marriage proposals.
Be my wife
Will you marry me?
Will you change your surname for me?
Please share forever with me
A marriage proposals from Mr Darcy, Mr Wenthworth, Mr. Knightely, Mr. Rochersters will all do! So romantic,
1. Create a code and I'll have it decode. Doesn't matter if it's through binary digits, or a bible phrase (I got the idea from Cypher 2002 movie) Be my wife
2. Create a game or a program in which at the end of the level, it says Will you marry me?
3. Write his life story in a book - journal and allow me to read it, and on the next chapter read.. will you be part of my life and share forever with me.. Marry Me and Make Me the Happiest Man on earth.
4. Since I am adventure enthusiast, bungee jumping, sky diving, cliff diving - while screaming.. marry me and let's start an exciting life together.
5. Maybe, he will sing a song, and down on bended knees ask for my hand in marriage?
I wish future is now, though I have no wish to settle at this moment, and enjoy my independence very much, I still wish to meet my man and start my journey with him. I'm 25 you know! I would really want talking such personal matters with him than writing to you. You never answer me. This will all be a memory. I wish I could find a confidant but I am too secretive.
All the best,
Yours truly,
A hopeless romantic georgie
19.10,2014
Saturday, October 11, 2014
A Whole New World
Dear Diary,
You can't believe what happened this week! If last week, I was feeling down and would want to move to Vienna immediately, now I don't. I feel great.
I had an outing organized by my University. We went to other parts of Czech republic and stayed in a chateau. Everynight, we drink and party. I got lot of friends now. I laughed, and talked, and have the best time of my life.
Yesterday, we went for sightseeing in prague. Here are some of the photos I took. enjoy!
Lots of love
Georgie, a party girl
signed 11.10.2014
You can't believe what happened this week! If last week, I was feeling down and would want to move to Vienna immediately, now I don't. I feel great.
I had an outing organized by my University. We went to other parts of Czech republic and stayed in a chateau. Everynight, we drink and party. I got lot of friends now. I laughed, and talked, and have the best time of my life.
Yesterday, we went for sightseeing in prague. Here are some of the photos I took. enjoy!
Lots of love
Georgie, a party girl
signed 11.10.2014
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
What Kind of Lover Are You?
Dearest Diary,
I have a question,
Will you love a person knowing he has an illness that could take away his life any moment?
What if you are in love with someone so badly, and then, you found out that he has an illness that could take his life anytime? Will you rather stay beside him? or leave him alone?
If you asked me these, I will never consider loving someone who is about to die, i cannot imagine not spending forever with the person I love.
However, If I am already in love with that person, and then, I just found out he is actually dying, i'll stay with him till his last breath. I'd rather be hurt and be alone, than not being with him to share the pain.
There are 2 types of love
1st will be falling in love-unconsciously
2nd choosing to love
I don't know if I am the first type of lover or the 2nd one. I had loved. It's just happened. I don't know how.
I was just being so dramatic tonight. Perhaps, that's the result of watching Lavender.
My dearest friend, can you enlighten me? I am so confused. I only thought of going abroad to study so that I can travel anytime. But now that my classes has started, my stress increases! What's the point of taking Msc degree that is not related to my job? I do not intend to become a teacher neither.
Shall I quit while it's still early? or shall I just go with the flow? my admission letter from Vienna is about to lapse, I really wanted to study German, and then, be part of United Nations.
My dream is to work on a small garden, and grows flowers. I wanted to be needed... I wanted a simple life. How can I get that? Life is so funny, other people wanted more, but they couldnt get it. I wanted lesser, simpler, but neither I couldn't get it.
I think there is really something wrong with me. When I was in the bus earlier, I suddenly feel very lonely. I was so conscious, I was so shy, I feel so inferior with the people around me. I feel I didn't belong in this place. I feel bad.
Where did I go wrong? What did I do? Have I made the wrong decision? I wish someone can answer me. I just really need someone to guide me, but unfortunately, I don't have one.
Yours Truly,
A Broken Hearted Georgie
1.10.2014
I have a question,
Will you love a person knowing he has an illness that could take away his life any moment?
What if you are in love with someone so badly, and then, you found out that he has an illness that could take his life anytime? Will you rather stay beside him? or leave him alone?
If you asked me these, I will never consider loving someone who is about to die, i cannot imagine not spending forever with the person I love.
However, If I am already in love with that person, and then, I just found out he is actually dying, i'll stay with him till his last breath. I'd rather be hurt and be alone, than not being with him to share the pain.
There are 2 types of love
1st will be falling in love-unconsciously
2nd choosing to love
I don't know if I am the first type of lover or the 2nd one. I had loved. It's just happened. I don't know how.
I was just being so dramatic tonight. Perhaps, that's the result of watching Lavender.
My dearest friend, can you enlighten me? I am so confused. I only thought of going abroad to study so that I can travel anytime. But now that my classes has started, my stress increases! What's the point of taking Msc degree that is not related to my job? I do not intend to become a teacher neither.
Shall I quit while it's still early? or shall I just go with the flow? my admission letter from Vienna is about to lapse, I really wanted to study German, and then, be part of United Nations.
My dream is to work on a small garden, and grows flowers. I wanted to be needed... I wanted a simple life. How can I get that? Life is so funny, other people wanted more, but they couldnt get it. I wanted lesser, simpler, but neither I couldn't get it.
I think there is really something wrong with me. When I was in the bus earlier, I suddenly feel very lonely. I was so conscious, I was so shy, I feel so inferior with the people around me. I feel I didn't belong in this place. I feel bad.
Where did I go wrong? What did I do? Have I made the wrong decision? I wish someone can answer me. I just really need someone to guide me, but unfortunately, I don't have one.
Yours Truly,
A Broken Hearted Georgie
1.10.2014
Saturday, September 27, 2014
Wishing on a falling star
Dear Diary
Look at what I've got for you today!
I was busy watching on my laptop, and when I looked at the window, this is what I saw. Are they shooting stars? Or just a jet plane? I have no idea. It's fascinating nevertheless.
Here's more for you.
Look at what I've got for you today!
I was busy watching on my laptop, and when I looked at the window, this is what I saw. Are they shooting stars? Or just a jet plane? I have no idea. It's fascinating nevertheless.
Here's more for you.
Lovely isn't it? I am not a good photographer, nor have the right to call myself a photographer, but i just couldn't help it! I love the view and I know I must capture it.
It makes me feel better. I've been here in prague for almost 2 weeks, and till now, I haven't done anything great. Next week, the school is about to start, I'm gonna have my classes on Monday and Tuesday only. I forgot to tell you, I met my soulmate! Just kidding. He's the person in charge for foreign students. He's just so handsome!!! He said, the he had been to my country in 2009, that was before the typhoon "_ _ _ __ " Oopps.. I can't tell it, you'll guess my nationality :) and that his brother and I share same age, and birth month! Would you believe it!!! I'm insane. I just like him, that's all. Shall I study this country's language? oh no! But I am so obsessed in learning German.
I have to finish my masters, and then, go to Vienna, and study German, as it is very expensive here.
I share my room with a girl from Peru, and the bathroom, girls from Africa. They're all nice. I must overcome my shyness, and inferiority!!! Fighting! I can do it!
Tomorrow, I intend to roam around Prague and visit some heritage sites. I'll show you some pictures :)
Goodnight for now.
Your's Truly,
Ever Georgie - The Moon Lover
9.28.2014
Sunday, September 21, 2014
Music of My Heart
Dear Diary,
I can't possibly miss to attend a Mozart classic concerto + opera / violin concerto... fantastic show!!! I felt as if I traveled back in classical era ...... WIENER MOZART ORCHESTER
— at Musikverein.
Friday, September 19, 2014
More Love from Vienna Austria
Dear Diary,
I finally arrived in Vienna, Austria!
I finally arrived in Vienna, Austria!
I met 3 interesting persons today.
1st. A German, 87, who told me his history and so his friends story. Interesting! I learned that when you grow old, you tend to speak to anyone and tell your stories since birth. Hahaha.. seriously. I learned that you must know how start from scratch and discover your self inner talent and use it as your weapon to achieve your goals.
2nd. A filipina lawyer who was sent here to attend united nation conference
3rd. A filipina who works for embassy of Vienna
Now, I gained not only friends but also connection. I already received invitation to spend Christmas with her.
Also told me to consider working for embassy or UN.
Also told me to consider working for embassy or UN.
Lesson learned. Never be shy to ask someone to take you a picture because through this, you can meet new friends.
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| Schoburnn Palace
Lots of love
Vienna!
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Wednesday, September 17, 2014
A Whole New World
Dear Diary,
I stayed at london heathrow for quite while, and arrived in Prague as early as 11am. You can't imagine how I struggled to find my school dormitory. I couldn't find bus 107 nor 147!!! I tried asking some Czech citizens and it was fruitless. They're kinda rude. Hate it!
Anyway, after walking for so hours, I finally found the correct bus stop.
Here's a view from my room.
I stayed at london heathrow for quite while, and arrived in Prague as early as 11am. You can't imagine how I struggled to find my school dormitory. I couldn't find bus 107 nor 147!!! I tried asking some Czech citizens and it was fruitless. They're kinda rude. Hate it!
Anyway, after walking for so hours, I finally found the correct bus stop.
Here's a view from my room.
A Decent Meal in Heathrow Terminal 3
Dear Diary,
Dear Diary,
This is the first decent meal I had since I travelled to London. I just couldn't stand eating only bread and potato :( This is tasteless though :| )
Tuesday, September 16, 2014
London Bridge is Falling Done Falling Down My First Lady
Dear Diary,
Here are some of the photos taken while I was in London; this are my favorite places.
I saw this while passing to London Bridge area.
Here are some of the photos taken while I was in London; this are my favorite places.
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| Hyde Park |
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| Platform in Harry Potter Movie |
I saw this while passing to London Bridge area.
Thursday, September 4, 2014
Seeking for an adventure
Dearest Journal,
As I sat in the terrace, writing you this stupid letter, I cannot help but close my eyes and feel the cold breeze touching my skin. It feels right. I feel alive once more.
One week from now, I'll be leaving for London. Who knows what will happen to me when I get there? What future holds for me? I've got no idea and I don't wish to think of it. What's gonna happen, will happen.
I have been driving this past week days, helping my mom on her errands. You can't imagine what's been running through my head while I was driving. I have to be careful otherwise, I'll be in trouble. I really felt I was a robot! My head hurts even now. My eyes hurt. My pocket hurts.
I haven't finish reading Mansfield Park by Jane Austen, haven't finish watching Ruruouni Kenshin Anime + Ova. But I intended to get it done today, so tomorrow, I have another things to occupy my silly brain.
I'm in dire need of adventure, I must go out of this house before boredom kills me!
Yours Truly
Adventure Seeker - Georgie
Signed Sept 5, 2014
As I sat in the terrace, writing you this stupid letter, I cannot help but close my eyes and feel the cold breeze touching my skin. It feels right. I feel alive once more.
One week from now, I'll be leaving for London. Who knows what will happen to me when I get there? What future holds for me? I've got no idea and I don't wish to think of it. What's gonna happen, will happen.
I have been driving this past week days, helping my mom on her errands. You can't imagine what's been running through my head while I was driving. I have to be careful otherwise, I'll be in trouble. I really felt I was a robot! My head hurts even now. My eyes hurt. My pocket hurts.
I haven't finish reading Mansfield Park by Jane Austen, haven't finish watching Ruruouni Kenshin Anime + Ova. But I intended to get it done today, so tomorrow, I have another things to occupy my silly brain.
I'm in dire need of adventure, I must go out of this house before boredom kills me!
Yours Truly
Adventure Seeker - Georgie
Signed Sept 5, 2014
Friday, August 29, 2014
Supporting deserving kids and send them to school
Dear Diary,
I wish I have tons of money, then, I will pick students and send them to school until they graduated from college in exchange of writing me a letter twice a week, such events in their life or their everyday story. They don't have to be intelligent or pretty. I'll choose whoever I want.
But right now, I only have enough money to feed myself, so It'll just be a dream.
Dear Dear Dear, I just finished moving my things, since I'll be relocating to Prague on the 15th to pursue my masteral degree. I just got my hair curl today! It's been raining for the past few days, and I find it really hard to be apart from my bed!
Yours Truly,
Ever Lazy Georgie
Signed August 29, 2014
I wish I have tons of money, then, I will pick students and send them to school until they graduated from college in exchange of writing me a letter twice a week, such events in their life or their everyday story. They don't have to be intelligent or pretty. I'll choose whoever I want.
But right now, I only have enough money to feed myself, so It'll just be a dream.
Dear Dear Dear, I just finished moving my things, since I'll be relocating to Prague on the 15th to pursue my masteral degree. I just got my hair curl today! It's been raining for the past few days, and I find it really hard to be apart from my bed!
Yours Truly,
Ever Lazy Georgie
Signed August 29, 2014
Friday, August 22, 2014
My New Baby!
Dear Diary,
I finally have my 5th baby!!!! My New Kindle Paperwhite 2nd gen, it's so cute! I'm a reader enthusiast after all.
Here's my baby.
I have 1000 ebooks to read now :)
Yesterday, I went for a bowling with my friends. I messed up 1-4 round, and I managed to get back on track on remaining rounds. Who would have thought I will be the highest scorer? Strike!
All the best,
Your happy Georgie!
Signed August 22, 2014
I finally have my 5th baby!!!! My New Kindle Paperwhite 2nd gen, it's so cute! I'm a reader enthusiast after all.
Here's my baby.
I have 1000 ebooks to read now :)
Yesterday, I went for a bowling with my friends. I messed up 1-4 round, and I managed to get back on track on remaining rounds. Who would have thought I will be the highest scorer? Strike!
All the best,
Your happy Georgie!
Signed August 22, 2014
Monday, August 4, 2014
What's your favorite song?
Dear Diary,
Do you have a favorite song? A song that either remind you of your happiest days, or saddest days, or a song that reminds you of your broken heart, or a song that makes you sway!
I cannot choose One Favorite song with millions of songs out there, though there are certainly songs that touches my heart. Hmmm... I usually choose the melody before the lyrics.
> Ai Qing Zhuan Yi ( Redirection of Love by Eason Chan)
> One Friend
> Moon River
> The Love I found In You
In terms of lyrics, so many. Usually soundtrack of a movie, either hollywood or asian. I can't think!
I have nothing unusual to report, aside from sitting in my favorite chair while working on my laptop. The weather is perfectly amiable to me; raining, and windy.
Yours Truly,
Georgie, your one-stop DJ
Signed August 5, 2014
Do you have a favorite song? A song that either remind you of your happiest days, or saddest days, or a song that reminds you of your broken heart, or a song that makes you sway!
I cannot choose One Favorite song with millions of songs out there, though there are certainly songs that touches my heart. Hmmm... I usually choose the melody before the lyrics.
> Ai Qing Zhuan Yi ( Redirection of Love by Eason Chan)
> One Friend
> Moon River
> The Love I found In You
In terms of lyrics, so many. Usually soundtrack of a movie, either hollywood or asian. I can't think!
I have nothing unusual to report, aside from sitting in my favorite chair while working on my laptop. The weather is perfectly amiable to me; raining, and windy.
Yours Truly,
Georgie, your one-stop DJ
Signed August 5, 2014
Does your Prince turns into frog?
Dear Diary,
Do you have your Prince? I don't have one, be it human or frog! Lonely, isn't it? I'm young, I still have chances of meeting my own prince someday, who knows tomorrow as I walk out the door, i'll bump into him!
I just finished watching a taiwanese drama "Prince Turns Into Frog", I couldn't take my eyes off to Ming Dao! He's handsome, cute, charming and very lovely...
okay okay.. If I can have any of my favorite characters on TV - JunHao (Prince Turns into Frog), Mad Hatter ( Johnny Depp), Mr. Darcy (Matthew Macfadyen), Laurie (Christian Bale), Superman (Brandon Routh), Daniel Wu, Jet Li, Albert Martinez, Choi Jin Hyuk - I'll probably gonna have a severe headache. It's so hard to choose!!! I might as well settle to a frog, who knows it will turn into a handsome prince? :D
I am also inlove with Tuxedo Mask since I was a child, he is my hero after all. I do love Jervies Pendleton too!
I am such a child I know. I really wish to grow up, but it's kinda hard. Anyway, next month, I'll be in Europe to take my masteral degree, be totally independent. I'll find my own way. I hope to meet a FROG that will TURN into a PRINCE.
Do you have your Prince who turns into a frog? Or a Frog turns into Prince?
I am not talking a literal frog, but a figurative frog. We all grow up, hoping for a prince in his white horse to come and save us from our loneliness, it's not just a child's dream, but a dream of every women. Ever hear of Taylor Swift's song "White Horse", or "lovestory", we probably all want to have the same lovestory like that. I wouldn't wish a tragic love story of Rose and Jack though.
Anyway, enough of chatter, I haven't done anything good today, except watching Prince turns into frog, I almost burn the food I was cooking because I was busy watching Superman Returns in HBO. I intended to work by this hour, but here I am writing you a letter. Will you wish me luck? I need to work hard so I have money to spend in Europe next month :D You're not my daddy long legs afterall.
I heard the news regarding the earthquake in Yunnan China, I'm sure they'll be fine soon. My prayers goes to all of them.
Yours Truly,
Georgie, A human Princess turns into Frog waiting to be kissed by her Prince
Signed August 4, 2014
Do you have your Prince? I don't have one, be it human or frog! Lonely, isn't it? I'm young, I still have chances of meeting my own prince someday, who knows tomorrow as I walk out the door, i'll bump into him!
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| Ming Dao |
I just finished watching a taiwanese drama "Prince Turns Into Frog", I couldn't take my eyes off to Ming Dao! He's handsome, cute, charming and very lovely...
okay okay.. If I can have any of my favorite characters on TV - JunHao (Prince Turns into Frog), Mad Hatter ( Johnny Depp), Mr. Darcy (Matthew Macfadyen), Laurie (Christian Bale), Superman (Brandon Routh), Daniel Wu, Jet Li, Albert Martinez, Choi Jin Hyuk - I'll probably gonna have a severe headache. It's so hard to choose!!! I might as well settle to a frog, who knows it will turn into a handsome prince? :D
I am also inlove with Tuxedo Mask since I was a child, he is my hero after all. I do love Jervies Pendleton too!
I am such a child I know. I really wish to grow up, but it's kinda hard. Anyway, next month, I'll be in Europe to take my masteral degree, be totally independent. I'll find my own way. I hope to meet a FROG that will TURN into a PRINCE.
Do you have your Prince who turns into a frog? Or a Frog turns into Prince?
I am not talking a literal frog, but a figurative frog. We all grow up, hoping for a prince in his white horse to come and save us from our loneliness, it's not just a child's dream, but a dream of every women. Ever hear of Taylor Swift's song "White Horse", or "lovestory", we probably all want to have the same lovestory like that. I wouldn't wish a tragic love story of Rose and Jack though.
Anyway, enough of chatter, I haven't done anything good today, except watching Prince turns into frog, I almost burn the food I was cooking because I was busy watching Superman Returns in HBO. I intended to work by this hour, but here I am writing you a letter. Will you wish me luck? I need to work hard so I have money to spend in Europe next month :D You're not my daddy long legs afterall.
I heard the news regarding the earthquake in Yunnan China, I'm sure they'll be fine soon. My prayers goes to all of them.
Yours Truly,
Georgie, A human Princess turns into Frog waiting to be kissed by her Prince
Signed August 4, 2014
Sunday, August 3, 2014
What's your favorite movie?
Dear Diary,
Do you have a favorite movie? A movie that either made you laugh, inspire, scares, or make you cry? In my 25 years of existence, I surely had watched several movies. I tell you, I laughed, I cried, I got scared, I sang, and I got bored too!
I don't have a favorite movie, but I do have movies I will always enjoy re-watching. Who would forget the Sound of Music? It's a very famous movie during 1950s. Until now, it's still singing in my head... Edelweiss.. Edelweiss... with the sound of music....so long farewell.. ill bid you all adieu...and the famous DO RE ME. I can never get enough of this music. I fall in love with Christopher Plummer as Captain Von Trapp! He's so handsome!
How about Gone with the wind? It's another classic film in 1939s. I just love Rhett Butler! His famous line ` "Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn" It's a 3hour movie, so goodluck! Make sure you have enough popcorn with you.
I'm pretty sure, everyone knows "daddy long legs" oh, my dear daddy jervies john pendleton smith!
Be it the black and white movie in 1919, or the Japanese anime version, I love it!
I also like Little Women, I just wish Jo chooses Laurie, perhaps they change the plot, it could be after years, and they both matured, and grown up, maybe then, they will not kill each other. But I am happy with Mr Bhaer, it's just, he is so old!
Jane Eyre, it's another classic; I could never leave Mr Edward Fairfax Rochesters.. and so if he is married? He had his fair share of unhappiness, forced to marry a lunatic! If Jane didn't leave him, he wouldn't be cripple and blind!I just hate her.. Love the book and movie though.
Phantom of the Opera, i spent so much money watching the opera and buying dvds and collectibles. I just couldn't get enough of the charm of our dearest Phantom Eric. Be it Gerald Butler or Ramin Karimloo, I don't mind living in the dungeon. Great songs too!
Alice in Wonderland - I think the reason why I love the movie is because of the mad hatter. I am so obsessed with him. I have no idea it was Johnny Depp. Before I watched this movie, I had never watch any film of Johnny Depp. After watching this movie, i watched all of his movies as well his only TV series 21 Jumpstreet. I am a fan girl now.
Edward Scissorhands - I wish I can live with him so he won't be forever alone!
Pride and Prejudice - I guess, every women who watched the movie, and tv series, and read the book would all agree, that Mr Darcy is the most-sought husband. A Dream MAN! If you haven't watch it, do it now. You're gonna love it.
I hope to have my own darcy someday! Collin Firth and Mathew Macfadyen are the handsomest Darcy!
There are some good asian movies too, I had watched korean, japanese, filipino, indian, thai, spanish, and other countries movie... I cannot recall all of them. Share your choices of movie too, and let's talk about it!
Your avid writer,
Georgie
Signed with enthusiasm, August 3, 2014
Do you have a favorite movie? A movie that either made you laugh, inspire, scares, or make you cry? In my 25 years of existence, I surely had watched several movies. I tell you, I laughed, I cried, I got scared, I sang, and I got bored too!
I don't have a favorite movie, but I do have movies I will always enjoy re-watching. Who would forget the Sound of Music? It's a very famous movie during 1950s. Until now, it's still singing in my head... Edelweiss.. Edelweiss... with the sound of music....so long farewell.. ill bid you all adieu...and the famous DO RE ME. I can never get enough of this music. I fall in love with Christopher Plummer as Captain Von Trapp! He's so handsome!
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| Sound of Music |
How about Gone with the wind? It's another classic film in 1939s. I just love Rhett Butler! His famous line ` "Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn" It's a 3hour movie, so goodluck! Make sure you have enough popcorn with you.
I'm pretty sure, everyone knows "daddy long legs" oh, my dear daddy jervies john pendleton smith!
Be it the black and white movie in 1919, or the Japanese anime version, I love it!
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| Daddy Long Legs |
I also like Little Women, I just wish Jo chooses Laurie, perhaps they change the plot, it could be after years, and they both matured, and grown up, maybe then, they will not kill each other. But I am happy with Mr Bhaer, it's just, he is so old!
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| Little Women |
Jane Eyre, it's another classic; I could never leave Mr Edward Fairfax Rochesters.. and so if he is married? He had his fair share of unhappiness, forced to marry a lunatic! If Jane didn't leave him, he wouldn't be cripple and blind!I just hate her.. Love the book and movie though.
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| Jane Eyre |
Phantom of the Opera, i spent so much money watching the opera and buying dvds and collectibles. I just couldn't get enough of the charm of our dearest Phantom Eric. Be it Gerald Butler or Ramin Karimloo, I don't mind living in the dungeon. Great songs too!
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| The Phantom of The Opera |
Alice in Wonderland - I think the reason why I love the movie is because of the mad hatter. I am so obsessed with him. I have no idea it was Johnny Depp. Before I watched this movie, I had never watch any film of Johnny Depp. After watching this movie, i watched all of his movies as well his only TV series 21 Jumpstreet. I am a fan girl now.
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| Mad Hatter - Alice in Wonderland |
Edward Scissorhands - I wish I can live with him so he won't be forever alone!
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| Edward Scissorhand |
Pride and Prejudice - I guess, every women who watched the movie, and tv series, and read the book would all agree, that Mr Darcy is the most-sought husband. A Dream MAN! If you haven't watch it, do it now. You're gonna love it.
I hope to have my own darcy someday! Collin Firth and Mathew Macfadyen are the handsomest Darcy!
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| 2005 Movie Pride and Prejudice |
There are some good asian movies too, I had watched korean, japanese, filipino, indian, thai, spanish, and other countries movie... I cannot recall all of them. Share your choices of movie too, and let's talk about it!
Your avid writer,
Georgie
Signed with enthusiasm, August 3, 2014
Saturday, August 2, 2014
I want to go to England
Dear Diary,
I watched Pride and Prejudice movie for the 20th time, and I am still captivated by the locations of this movie. I made a research and see what I found!
Isn't it so beautiful? How I love to go here! This is the house of the master of Pemberly Mr. Darcy. It is the Chatworths House located in England.
This is the temple of Apollo, where Mr. Darcy proposed and rejected by Ms Bennet.
Someday, I'm going to stand in this exact place where Keira Knightely is standing!
I watched Pride and Prejudice movie for the 20th time, and I am still captivated by the locations of this movie. I made a research and see what I found!
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| Pemberley (Chatsworth) exterior screen cap from P&P movie |
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| Temple of Apollo |
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| Stanage Edge |
Someday, I'm going to stand in this exact place where Keira Knightely is standing!
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| Sherwood Forest |
I'll be visiting this place too someday!
England is known not only for it's diverting cities such as London, but also for its breathtaking countyside - that is.. if you love nature.
I intend to visit England next year during Spring, or Summer. Who wants to come? :)
I hope you are a human my dearest loveliest diary, so you can go with me. But you won't answer my letter either. Anyway, at least, you're reading this silly letters.
Yours truly,
Georgie
Signed, August 1, 2014
Friday, August 1, 2014
Who I am?
Dear Diary,
Ever ask this question to yourself? Some people says that the only way to know who you really are is to ask your friends, " Tell me who your friends are, and I will tell you who you are" - I DISAGREED completely. I have so many friends, but they are not like me, I go along with them, because they are fun to be with, but that doesn't mean you guys share the same personality. Just because they are "tease" means you are too. You're not. Each person has its own unique identity.
The only person who can tell who you really are is YOU! You must know yourself, your interest, your weaknesses and strengths, your dislikes, and likes, everything. You can't discover yourself in ONE day, it's a life long process. Until now, I can't completely describe myself, but I know the basic. I love green, blue, and brown - the color of the earth. I love to travel, I love to talk, but I find it hard to talk to stranger! I am not snobbish, I just really don't know how to approach and initiate a conversation. I'm rather shy! I love writing, but often times I cannot find the word to write my thoughts. I love painting, and drawing, but I am not good at it. I enjoy soft music - classical, and ballad. I love the rain the most. I can only play 2 music in Piano - Moonriver and Minuet, I gave up violin, it hurts my finger. I just cannot do it. I enjoy walking the most. I am not fond of clubs, drinking, drugs, smoking, or even the city. I am a nature lover and love to discover new things, culture and food addict.
I also enjoy reading. My greatest fantasy is to walk along the coast while enjoying the sunset or sunrise, and embrace the cold wind. When I was 14, I ambition going to Paris, for it's city of love, city of lights, and to visit the Louvre. But now, I am 25, and had travelled to many countries, and quit 2 jobs already, i want to see the world not just Paris. I am really looking forward for a joyride to Switzerland, Ireland, England, Germany, and other countries with breath-taking countryside.
I wish to enjoy the classic music, so visiting Vienna Austria is also on my list.
Do I sound so romantic? Perhaps, I am. I know I am a loner, but I'm pretty sure I am not only. Many of you, deep inside are also loner.
We are all in search of "something" we are not even sure what that is.
I'm a free spirited girl [I am not a lady nor a woman, too far from it.] Perhaps, my definition of a woman and a lady is not accurate. When I think of lady, it is someone who doesn't wear a short, a sneaker, simple; a woman - hmmm.. I really don't know anymore! Ah! I'm a just a girl!
Next month, I'll be travelling to Europe to study and travel. I'll be taking my masteral degree, but it's not my main intention, I want to leave my comfort zone, I want to start anew. A place, I cannot depend on anyone, A place where I can't go home when I want to, A place where I can make new friends, and A place where hopefully, I will feel at ease. I just love adventure, it's in my blood.
Yours Truly,
Georgie, the new girl in town
Signed,~ August 2, 2014, My book of life
Ever ask this question to yourself? Some people says that the only way to know who you really are is to ask your friends, " Tell me who your friends are, and I will tell you who you are" - I DISAGREED completely. I have so many friends, but they are not like me, I go along with them, because they are fun to be with, but that doesn't mean you guys share the same personality. Just because they are "tease" means you are too. You're not. Each person has its own unique identity.
The only person who can tell who you really are is YOU! You must know yourself, your interest, your weaknesses and strengths, your dislikes, and likes, everything. You can't discover yourself in ONE day, it's a life long process. Until now, I can't completely describe myself, but I know the basic. I love green, blue, and brown - the color of the earth. I love to travel, I love to talk, but I find it hard to talk to stranger! I am not snobbish, I just really don't know how to approach and initiate a conversation. I'm rather shy! I love writing, but often times I cannot find the word to write my thoughts. I love painting, and drawing, but I am not good at it. I enjoy soft music - classical, and ballad. I love the rain the most. I can only play 2 music in Piano - Moonriver and Minuet, I gave up violin, it hurts my finger. I just cannot do it. I enjoy walking the most. I am not fond of clubs, drinking, drugs, smoking, or even the city. I am a nature lover and love to discover new things, culture and food addict.
I also enjoy reading. My greatest fantasy is to walk along the coast while enjoying the sunset or sunrise, and embrace the cold wind. When I was 14, I ambition going to Paris, for it's city of love, city of lights, and to visit the Louvre. But now, I am 25, and had travelled to many countries, and quit 2 jobs already, i want to see the world not just Paris. I am really looking forward for a joyride to Switzerland, Ireland, England, Germany, and other countries with breath-taking countryside.
I wish to enjoy the classic music, so visiting Vienna Austria is also on my list.
Do I sound so romantic? Perhaps, I am. I know I am a loner, but I'm pretty sure I am not only. Many of you, deep inside are also loner.
We are all in search of "something" we are not even sure what that is.
I'm a free spirited girl [I am not a lady nor a woman, too far from it.] Perhaps, my definition of a woman and a lady is not accurate. When I think of lady, it is someone who doesn't wear a short, a sneaker, simple; a woman - hmmm.. I really don't know anymore! Ah! I'm a just a girl!
Next month, I'll be travelling to Europe to study and travel. I'll be taking my masteral degree, but it's not my main intention, I want to leave my comfort zone, I want to start anew. A place, I cannot depend on anyone, A place where I can't go home when I want to, A place where I can make new friends, and A place where hopefully, I will feel at ease. I just love adventure, it's in my blood.
Yours Truly,
Georgie, the new girl in town
Signed,~ August 2, 2014, My book of life
Friday, May 30, 2014
Have you ever been in Love?
Dear Diary,
How can you say you have fallen in love? Have you ever been in love? I cannot answer it if I don't know what love is. Just what the hell is LOVE? I read definitions on the web, but it doesn't satisfy my curiosity.
When I was a 17, I knew of this man, he is a almost 10 years older than me. I really enjoy his company, he was the first man I had the longest conversation. I never get bored. He was such a good companion. I believed I love him, but I never see my future with him. When we separate ways, I cried. Is it because I love him? Or because I lost a great companion? A great friend? I don't know at all.
When I was 19, I had a short relationship with my classmate. I hated him for he lied to me, and didn't talk to him for 2 years. But now, we are good friends. I don't know if I love him at all, he was my obsession because I know I cannot have him even now.
I just want a simple love, and a simple life. However, finding a true love is a whole life adventure. Some people who are married find it even harder to keep their relationship works. It's not even easy to find a true friend!
Yours Truly,
Crazy Georgie, a loveless princess
Signed May 30, 2014
How can you say you have fallen in love? Have you ever been in love? I cannot answer it if I don't know what love is. Just what the hell is LOVE? I read definitions on the web, but it doesn't satisfy my curiosity.
When I was a 17, I knew of this man, he is a almost 10 years older than me. I really enjoy his company, he was the first man I had the longest conversation. I never get bored. He was such a good companion. I believed I love him, but I never see my future with him. When we separate ways, I cried. Is it because I love him? Or because I lost a great companion? A great friend? I don't know at all.
When I was 19, I had a short relationship with my classmate. I hated him for he lied to me, and didn't talk to him for 2 years. But now, we are good friends. I don't know if I love him at all, he was my obsession because I know I cannot have him even now.
I just want a simple love, and a simple life. However, finding a true love is a whole life adventure. Some people who are married find it even harder to keep their relationship works. It's not even easy to find a true friend!
Yours Truly,
Crazy Georgie, a loveless princess
Signed May 30, 2014
Thursday, May 29, 2014
A Recollection of Thoughts
Dear Diary,
People can get very sentimental over things of the past. Just like now, I was reading my email back in 2007 and 2012. I can see how immature I was but at least I was happy. I can't really believe I had said those things, and I acted those ways.
I miss the people I was once knew. I miss talking to them. I may have grown old, but not wise. For I have certainly accomplished several things, I had traveled a lot, I have met good people... and during those times.. I was contented! Looking back, my dream was simple, but now, feels like my dreams have gone so high. I can't stay in one place, I wish everyday to end immediately. I cannot stand it. I have gone too far. I have said things I shouldn't say and I have to keep apologizing for my behavior. I cannot control myself at all. I am wild. I am utterly mad.
I miss talking to Mr. J. "time is needed for plants to grow", just how much time I needed in order to grow? I miss the old days when you are "rain" and I'm "sunshine", we bring comfort to each other.
I insanely miss Mr. N the most. When he used to be "charm" and I used to be "silly" Where did I go wrong? What have I done to completely lose great people. And I wasn't even able to retain my sanity.
I've been enjoying teasing Mr. Y, the guy I was obsessed way back to college days, maybe because I know I can never have him.
I still wish to have amnesia someday but not a poor memory. Oh cmon! Who would want to be forgetful at young age? :D
I'll try to send Mr. N another message today, I really want to win him back!
I wish I am "an Alice" that I can always go back to "wonderland" and don't have to stay here in "Overland" in which I clearly don't belong. But I am just "a wanderer", and can only keep moving forward. there's no point of wishing that I can go back time when I used to be simple and happy. Just me and Randall[doll], my sketchpad and books.. and Mr. N.. But now, I wanted to have everything! it's crazy!
Yours Truly,
Mad Georgie
Signd May 29, 2014
Ps. I am so happy to inform you that I got admission to University of Vienna!
People can get very sentimental over things of the past. Just like now, I was reading my email back in 2007 and 2012. I can see how immature I was but at least I was happy. I can't really believe I had said those things, and I acted those ways.
I miss the people I was once knew. I miss talking to them. I may have grown old, but not wise. For I have certainly accomplished several things, I had traveled a lot, I have met good people... and during those times.. I was contented! Looking back, my dream was simple, but now, feels like my dreams have gone so high. I can't stay in one place, I wish everyday to end immediately. I cannot stand it. I have gone too far. I have said things I shouldn't say and I have to keep apologizing for my behavior. I cannot control myself at all. I am wild. I am utterly mad.
I miss talking to Mr. J. "time is needed for plants to grow", just how much time I needed in order to grow? I miss the old days when you are "rain" and I'm "sunshine", we bring comfort to each other.
I insanely miss Mr. N the most. When he used to be "charm" and I used to be "silly" Where did I go wrong? What have I done to completely lose great people. And I wasn't even able to retain my sanity.
I've been enjoying teasing Mr. Y, the guy I was obsessed way back to college days, maybe because I know I can never have him.
I still wish to have amnesia someday but not a poor memory. Oh cmon! Who would want to be forgetful at young age? :D
I'll try to send Mr. N another message today, I really want to win him back!
I wish I am "an Alice" that I can always go back to "wonderland" and don't have to stay here in "Overland" in which I clearly don't belong. But I am just "a wanderer", and can only keep moving forward. there's no point of wishing that I can go back time when I used to be simple and happy. Just me and Randall[doll], my sketchpad and books.. and Mr. N.. But now, I wanted to have everything! it's crazy!
Yours Truly,
Mad Georgie
Signd May 29, 2014
Ps. I am so happy to inform you that I got admission to University of Vienna!
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